Abt a torn ligament & folded meniscus... & e growing pangs of a 24 year old gal.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006


Complete anterior cruciate ligament tear
Bucket-handle tear of the lateral meniscus.

Lying in bed trying to sleep my imagination away. Suddenly, my activity packed life (from Monday to Sunday) had just crashed. Instead of the natural order of having 6 days work and 1 day rest, its been 7 days in bed at home, waiting, waiting, waiting,,,

I wonder what it feels like to wait for your death (just like how Aunty Ivy did 1.5 years back). Would I be in a state of depressed drunkeness or focused race for time to maximise the last of my days.

1/2 bowl of oatmeal
1/2 bowl of papaya
5 pieces of pringles
1 bowl of noodles (pending)
1 garlic pill (pending)

Do things that I would not usually have time to do
Read and study
Think and pray

Emotion - stable after bath.

Wonder if its winter, the skies are perpetually grey and trees out my window are leafless.